General:
Do you have any other mental disorders: slight OCD. i think most people do though? depression
What's your favorite food to eat: ah. erm, cabbage
Diet food: lol. diet food.. erm, water
binge food: cake
Favorite drink: diet coke
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED: i do yes, but i cant stay looking like this
Do you want to recover: no.. ^^ yes i know what i said.
Age: 18. 19 in one month
Height: 5 '9 3/4"
Weight: large
Lowest Weight: 8 stone 11lbs
Highest Weight: 12 stone 7 lbs
What weight do you want to weigh: 7 stone 2lbs
What eating disorder do you have: anorexia, recoverd-mostly bulimic
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average: if im not fasting or binging its about 200 kcal
Do you throw up your food on occasion: i try really hard not to nowadays
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress: yes.i want to be an actress
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track: nope. i work full time
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight: yes
Have you ever fasted? lol yes
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories: i am yet to, simply because im embarased of buying them. which i guess is good
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses: yes
Have you ever been hospitalized for your ED: no im too fat
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting: no
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder: no
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body: minus
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body: erm sadly yes
Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed: yes
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses: erm kind of mostly just.. howi feel though
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough: no
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs: it depends. most days i cant eat anything but cabbage and leek, other days i binge and it doesnt sink in what i have eaten untill after.
Are you often tired/fatigued: yes
Do you feel more energized after eating food: ehm no i often feel more tired lol
Do you eat meat: no i have been a veggie for 8 nearly 9 years. and refused meat as a kid :S
Do you eat your food in a certain way: i guess you could say so
Do people tell you you look sick or famished: sometimes
Have you ever thrown up blood: not often
Is your heart bpm above 49: i dont know :S.. i have low blood pressure?
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating: i have a couple of times.
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders: no.
What is your opinion of Pro-Ana: if i think about it, its rediculous. PRO ANOREXIA its stupid nobody is pro a disease, on the other hand. i am. i love my disease, its me its who i am and it makes me feel better most of the time. so .. i guess i am pro ana. i dont know. its confusing.
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